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i know i have did this before and i just suddenly thought of doing an updated version i guess. cuz i just think its fun though i am the only one seeing this but :)))) also, i originally wanted to do 20 facts but i couldnt think of more so 10 facts is good enough. 1. i love to make lists i basically make list for every thing possible, good recipes i find, places to go, groceries..you name it. so yes i have like 100 over lists on my notes and i think the notes app is probably more important to me than any other apps on my phone 2. i watch all my videos in x2 speed and i still double tap to skip it to 10s im a very impatient person and i love watching youtube videos. i subscribed to 100 over channels and i try to watch as much as i can so i just put everything to x2, it makes life so much easier. also, when it gets kind of boring i will just skip 10s forward cuz i aint got time 3. i like to plan ahead but my plans will never work out even simple things like going to a particular ...

hi there this is a period where you could feel all sorts of emotions and life is going to be like a rollercoaster. you may find your parents' constant reminders really naggy and annoying. but please, try to listen what they have to say and listen in their perspective. they ultimately want the best for you, as cliche as it sounds and they are humans just like me and you. They are not perfect but they are trying their best to provide for you. so reciprocate their love, express your gratitude. you may also start to feel insecure about yourself, especially seeing all the perfect instagram pictures. but my dear, you are you. stop comparing yourself to others. to be truly happy, you need to tell yourself you are enough and you do not need validation from others. focus on things that makes you feel good about yourself. this is your life, not others, make a life u want to be remembered for and work hard towards it. you will also start to feel stress. about school and relationships....

Thursday, 20 had the sudden feels to blog again which is nice. i really enjoy just spending time alone and typing my thoughts out and sharing what ive been up to lately honestly, im not doing much nowadays except for my extreme netflix binge-watching. i recently subscribed to netflix, maybe because i kept seeing the ads like everywhere online. so yes, i got a month free and im gonna make sure i use the hell out of it cuz girl, i do not want to pay $10 per month thereafter so far ive watched a couple of romance films and favourites so far has to be alex stangelove, a coming out romcom which is very witty and touching at the same time. 4.5/5 on the scale, pretty solid. Also, ive been watching the really popular tv shows like the end of the fxxking world and stranger things. i dont really enjoy eofw as much, i guess i just dont really appreciate british humor as much and there were way too much internal dialogue which wasnt very necessary. but i do like the gothic kinda vibe and the...

31 August  Today I once again witness the strength of parternal love. My dad was asking me to look for a disposable needle once he came home and sounded more gentle than usual. A needle ? Why does he need a needle for? Is it for his faulty iPhone or his worn out clothes?  It is neither. It is to pop a blister. I was so shocked when I first saw it. It was really big and right on his ring finger. There was another one on the pinky, already popped and very swollen. I thought to myself, he must have burned himself again. He instructed me to carefully take the needle and pop the side of one of the blisters.  I don’t know how he even trusts me to do things like these because I don’t even trust myself. Sometimes when there is a wound or bruise, I don’t let anyone else touch or treat it except for myself because I’m scared they will hurt me. But my Father trusts me with all his heart and just ask me to pop it with no hesitation. I did. Once, twice. I saw ...

17 August 2018  Its been a while since I last wrote and good news, EXAMS ARE OVER honestly so relieved but as the same time lost ?? Because I don’t really know what to do rn since I don’t really have anything planned out for the long 2 months break but I’ll just see how it goes  But of course, there are some few goals that I would really hope to achieve: Find a job  get more active, go hike, swim, run etc  Explore places with friends  Clean my room and decorate it  Read books  that’s about it, I don’t wanna make this too long because I know I won’t be able to achieve all of those, because every damn time i have a holiday, i set myself goals to do as well and they are always left unaccomplished........ ————————————————————— Anyway two weeks prior to exams was the study break and at the start, I was really feeling very unmotivated and easily distracted. I had to drag my damn feet to my chair and even so, i rushed through t...

before i begin, i just want to say that i'm not your A1 English standard kind of writing, maybe because of my limited vocabulary and partial grammar errors but hopefully you can understand my point and understand where im coming from i think aiming for perfect English and finding the right words to say can be so tough and probably the reason why i have so many drafts because i just think my writing is not up to standard, but who cares? its me, and this is my little space i had since 2013 and despite taking a really long break from this blog, i constantly still pen my thoughts down, especially during midnight when all the feelings just suddenly rushes in and you just have so much thoughts overflowing in your head. writing just feels so comforting and therapeutic to me and its sorta like an area for me to really connect with my own thoughts and reflect about life truth be told, this seems like a really bad timing to begin my writing hiatus, i have about 2 weeks more to the start ...