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Thursday, 20 had the sudden feels to blog again which is nice. i really enjoy just spending time alone and typing my thoughts out and sharing what ive been up to lately honestly, im not doing much nowadays except for my extreme netflix binge-watching. i recently subscribed to netflix, maybe because i kept seeing the ads like everywhere online. so yes, i got a month free and im gonna make sure i use the hell out of it cuz girl, i do not want to pay $10 per month thereafter so far ive watched a couple of romance films and favourites so far has to be alex stangelove, a coming out romcom which is very witty and touching at the same time. 4.5/5 on the scale, pretty solid. Also, ive been watching the really popular tv shows like the end of the fxxking world and stranger things. i dont really enjoy eofw as much, i guess i just dont really appreciate british humor as much and there were way too much internal dialogue which wasnt very necessary. but i do like the gothic kinda vibe and the...

31 August  Today I once again witness the strength of parternal love. My dad was asking me to look for a disposable needle once he came home and sounded more gentle than usual. A needle ? Why does he need a needle for? Is it for his faulty iPhone or his worn out clothes?  It is neither. It is to pop a blister. I was so shocked when I first saw it. It was really big and right on his ring finger. There was another one on the pinky, already popped and very swollen. I thought to myself, he must have burned himself again. He instructed me to carefully take the needle and pop the side of one of the blisters.  I don’t know how he even trusts me to do things like these because I don’t even trust myself. Sometimes when there is a wound or bruise, I don’t let anyone else touch or treat it except for myself because I’m scared they will hurt me. But my Father trusts me with all his heart and just ask me to pop it with no hesitation. I did. Once, twice. I saw ...