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after exams update

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17 August 2018  Its been a while since I last wrote and good news, EXAMS ARE OVER honestly so relieved but as the same time lost ?? Because I don’t really know what to do rn since I don’t really have anything planned out for the long 2 months break but I’ll just see how it goes  But of course, there are some few goals that I would really hope to achieve: Find a job  get more active, go hike, swim, run etc  Explore places with friends  Clean my room and decorate it  Read books  that’s about it, I don’t wanna make this too long because I know I won’t be able to achieve all of those, because every damn time i have a holiday, i set myself goals to do as well and they are always left unaccomplished........ ————————————————————— Anyway two weeks prior to exams was the study break and at the start, I was really feeling very unmotivated and easily distracted. I had to drag my damn feet to my chair and even so, i rushed through t...

self love (long post)

before i begin, i just want to say that i'm not your A1 English standard kind of writing, maybe because of my limited vocabulary and partial grammar errors but hopefully you can understand my point and understand where im coming from i think aiming for perfect English and finding the right words to say can be so tough and probably the reason why i have so many drafts because i just think my writing is not up to standard, but who cares? its me, and this is my little space i had since 2013 and despite taking a really long break from this blog, i constantly still pen my thoughts down, especially during midnight when all the feelings just suddenly rushes in and you just have so much thoughts overflowing in your head. writing just feels so comforting and therapeutic to me and its sorta like an area for me to really connect with my own thoughts and reflect about life truth be told, this seems like a really bad timing to begin my writing hiatus, i have about 2 weeks more to the start ...